Hi Pastor John:
I was sitting in yesterday during the Hebrew translation. In 3:9, God told Israel, that they tried him for 40 years, and saw God’s works. When you read the part in 3:10, “They do alway err in their heart; and have not know my ways,” really stood out to me.
Israel, for forty years, were eating manna, drinking water that God supplied, were spoken to at the beginning by God (then by Moses), their shoes and clothes not worn out for 40 years, victory over the Amalekites while Aaron and Hur lifted up Moses’ arms, saw the ground open up and swallow some rebellious leaders. They were also led by a cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night, saw the glory of God fill the Tabernacle, healed from serpent’s bites and poisons, given quail to eat, and probably a billion more things given to them from God. But yet, they “did alway err in their heart and and they have not known my ways.”
Israel appeared to know God, especially to other nations. The other nations were sore afraid when they heard of this God, but God knew and saw Israel’s heart concerning him. It was never God’s intention to make His people wander 40 years through the Sinai Peninsula. In the beginning, God wanted to give them the land that was flowing with milk and honey, the land promised centuries before to Abraham and that God wanted to give them now. These stories of God are our examples.
I look back at my life and see God’s fingerprints all over it; when God healed my feet in the 2nd grade, healed me of an appendix attack when I was in my bedroom all alone at 13, gave me the holy Ghost in 1980, put me with you in 2001, and now healed me of a cancer I carried around for no telling how long (just for God’s son to receive glory).
I started crying after I left the translation session and prayed, “Do I really know you, God? or am I also erring in my heart?” Am I keeping your commandments because I have to, or because I love you? I prayed, “God let me love you more — from the inside out.”
I have seen many examples over the years of people who served God outwardly, and not with their heart. They fooled themselves, and others for a while, but never fooled God; God saw their heart. I also have seen many people that didn’t look like they were doing well at all, but God knows their heart. We can know their hearts, too. It truly is “a matter of the heart” as you have told us over and over.
Jeremy and Brittany came over when I returned home, and we sat down with one another, and I read them chapter 3 of Hebrews. We have just finished reading Exodus 24 in the OT class, and now we are going to read about Israel’s wandering and unbelief.
This translation of Hebrews is right on time! I pray we let it fill our hearts, so we do not err.
Sincerly,
Billy
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